To experience full transformation from old to
new, it's not only we change our belief, the decisions that we made also take
in account. Last Thursday i passed my motor test and though it sounds smooth
sailing for most of the people but it was a crucial chapter for me.
I first started
thought of taking motor license as to pass my time in semester break.
Registered myself in and impatiently finished few hours of lecture. Then came
the final section where have to practically ride on a motor for
another 3 hours to able to get a L license. The story begun when i felt
down from motor during the emergency brake area.
As a newbie of
motorcyclist having no proper sitting on motor before, to balance and familiar
with the machine is rather hard for me. During the emergency brake area there,
one's have to speed and brake within a box to pass the test. Coincidentally, my
practical section was after rain and the area was filled with sands. My bike
lost control while trying to brake, resulting in skidding along the box.
Both
my palms, knees, and elbows carried visible minor injuries. It terrified
me a lots especially when it gave you bad experience from the things you
do for the first time. I din't continue my motorbike lessons for 2
consecutively semester breaks due to the fear in it. I gave myself excuses for
being busy, practical time doesn't match when questioned by parents regarding
the progress.
One night, as
usual while reading devotional material online, one passage really changed my
perspective and bring me hope. I still remember it recorded that 'Jesus
finished everything He has started'. In His ministry, he completed what he had
assigned for such as healing the sick, raising the dead, feeding the hungry.
Even spontaneous work was fulfilled like turning water into wine as
we can see in John 2:1-11.
The ultimate work He done was on the cross to give us salvation and eternity
with Heavenly Father.
I prayed and God
answered it when my agent recommended me to shift learning centre that
opened not long ago. They changed for a certain reasons because the instructors
there are more responsible and the teaching method is more student-friendly. I
slowly picked up all the necessaries to enable passing the test. Time
doesn't allowed me to delay further as my L license will expire on 3rd of
2012 January. The P license test is only available once per month, all i know
last Thursday was my last shot.
This time i
din't gave bribe like what i did previously during car license test before
believing in Christ. Without considering how difficult to pass like what others'
have said for not giving cover charge, i put my faith in Him instead. We do not
have to follow wordly standard no matter how odd it is because we were told in Romans 12:2 (Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform
you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to
know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.)
Finally, after 1
year of delaying+ practicing, i can legally ride on a motor. Praise to be
Him, i learn conquering my fear, trusting in Him and His faith to me. Brothers
and sisters, God loves you too :))
Motorcyclist,
Gin Mah
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